Was at my SA meeting and my wife was at her SAnon, we had a group form a recovery center nd there were 2 women in that group. now normally with my Lust addiction I don't trigger on sharing but Thank God for him this one womans started to share about her multiple partners in as many weeks and it hit me, even though I don't particularly look for partners it hit me and I strated the ole undress with eyes. a quick prayer for her and to have him help her and to remove the thoughts from me got me over the lust. weeks ago I would have kept that sip in my mouth.
When my wife nad I drove home we were chatting and she commented bout the women in the meeting and if that was any trouble for me, so I told her what helped and she kind of smiled and said she was glad I did that. It helps when I know the people personally to not hav ethe trigger get it going.
This addiction is so cunning and baffling. I am glad God reminds me constantly that he is there if we just ask him.
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