'Maybe if we are surrounded by beauty,
one day we will become what we see.'
-Jewel 'Sensitive'
More and more every day, I'm finding that I am unable to take responsibility for my own emotional state. To avoid the negative feelings, to avoid the exhausting premise that is living in the moment, I turn to my addictions. At the core of it, I am a very sensitive person, and that sucks sometimes. I really would perfer not to be as sensitive as I am.
But the truth is, I am what I am, and shaming myself for it doesn't change the fundamental core of me. I will always be sensitive, if I work with or against it. I just need a little more self acceptance.