Today i was very close to using....I have been severely depressed and scared to even leave my home. The roller coaster needs to even out...it really does. I know that no matter what i don't have to use...but today i just didn't want to feel. But....good ol HP works in some weird ways...I went to walk out my door and my puppy whined at me..run over to his food bowl and sat there..I went to feed him and there was none of his food. So instead of walkin North to the liquor store...i walked south to our local Walgreens to get him some food and me some cookies
. I prayed on my way there and by the time i got home my urge had passed. THANK YOU HP!!!!! Now since i have got home...i was in my NA chat room and someone turned me onto this place and its great!!!! Another place to blog...another place to chat....I thank my HP and the program of NA for helping me....if it wasn't for those 2 things in my life i'd prolly be passed out or dead right now.
Signed, An addict named Dale
Tags: Depressed
