I just had a chance to hear and listen to my HP. An acquiantance of mine was here talking about his pending divorce. He said a couple things that didn't sound right, like, "...once I get my last will and testament done." and, "I want to get the house finished so they can live there after whatever..." And, "...in case something tragic happens."
SO I got really worried, and I felt lie I was having an anxiety attack after he left. I took a deep breath and asked my HP if he was talking to me -- let me relax of not, and if so, say it again. The heart palpitations continued. I just talked to my husband, and asked him to make a "friends checking in on friends" call to our friend MJ.
Before I got sober, I would never have taken action this way. I would have just let the possibility that MJ needed some real help chew me up. Instead, I'm trying to mobilize friends to help make sure he knows that he's a cherished friend.
AA has done more for me than I ever imagined it could have.
Blue skies 
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Betsy
Tags: Serene
