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Agnostic NEWB's conclusion on being powerless
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I've been reading the BB. I’m up to chapter 5. It's quite interesting and I'm grateful the Agnostic get's brought into the scope of recovery. As of yet I see no problem with being Agnostic and having a "spiritual awakening"....Thank God, Did I just say that? As far as being powerless, it's indeed baffling that an inanimate substance could so deeply impact the will away from better judgment. We're taught at a young age "quitters never win, & winners never quit". How do you like that cliché!!! I think I'm going to get peeved at the excessive of use of them. Thanks for the help, but try not to scare off a NEWB inadvertently by telling one they're in analysis paralysis. In retrospect I'll try to remember that as I work the steps. A thorough understanding of what one is doing is to me healthy. At any rate, withdrawals are the worst I've experienced. With pot you get crabby, with stimulants you just sleep. The depressants seem to be the most difficult to stop. I just loved it when my body woke from a stupor telling me to hit it again just to pass out once more.In conclusion, ain’t a darn thing wrong in trying to beat it through self determination. Too bad it costs as much as it does for some. So I realize this inanimate substance rendered me powerless. Paul 
Tags: Reflective
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