I am going in for an assessment tomorrow morning. My best thinking is not getting me where I need to be. Group therapy, regular therapy, acupuncture and yoga is going to be part of my new recovery plan......that and meetings.
I have been sober for over 100 days but my mind hasnt gotten any better. I know when I am thinking self destructive thoughts and when I am being mean I just dont know how to stop.
I am 27.
I am an addict.
I am going to get better
It is tough for me. I want to know everything and be able to do everything on my own but that wont help.
I am lucky to have this program available to me.
I am also lucky to have a boyfriend who loves and supports me. I know I am going to need a shoulder to cry on............
here i go.........
