clean barring a few relapses for a whole from drinkm and drugs the sex addiction was more recent and discovered i wasnt alone as there
my name is Ian and im an alcohlic , oh and a drug addict , a sex and lovre addict did i also mention a gambling addict , which basically means i have an addictive personality and a reckless streak a mile wide !
i been clean now a while aprt from thex sex and love addiction but i discovered i not alone and found a group called SLAA for that and its real help . basically when u realise that more than half your day is spent on porn u know u got a problem
so ok the real puropse of this blog ( i have a tendency to go off the tangent into my own world too many drugs screwed my brain)
well now im cleaning im helping in a homless shelter making peopple tea and talking to them. I try not to ever lecture people if the have dependency i know that u wll have to hit rock bottom before u quit and nor do i try to be cocky and arrogant about being clean i know with me that one dissapointment or ine bad spell i could relapse again. what i try to do is listen to people what they say isnt always what thery mean theres alot of pride in people that they use to mask there tue feelings.; but having this addiction does make me wonder was i an addict for a reason maybe to suffer is to help by that i mean i can use my bad experience to gelp with someone else
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