I really thought that I could quit smoking without gaining a ton of weight. Well, guess what? NOT!!! I have gained at least 8 lbs since I quit and it really shows on me. I find myself eating when I would usually be smoking a square. I know, I know.....some will say "eat a piece of candy" to me that means a whole roll of lifesavers or creme savers. Others might say "snack on fruit" I do. Veggies too, then I'll go and eat an oatmeal creme pie. It's also suggested that I exercise. Always too tired for that. Maybe I'll get just as sick and tired of this addiction as I did with the other one and just stop. Oh, wait. I'm talking about eating, right?? Can't just stop doin' that. Ok, sooooo, maybe I'll just decide to to treat myself even better and pay attention to my eating habits. Change them even. Yeah, that's what I gotta do. Right now I'm close, pretty close to 300lbs. My God, I never saw that number relating to my weight. That's a huge #. Oh no, I can't get there! No. No way. I've decided.
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