Finally caved and went to the doctor yesterday. You know you are going south when you can't eat or sleep, and every system you need to function is out of whack. She put me back on my Seroquel, and I was supposed to call my pdoc today, well that didn't happen because I slept for almost 14 hours on 50 mg no less. I am supposed to take 100 tomorrow, I can only imagine what that would do. So I can't call my pdoc till Monday, which means longer to get in. I am so frustrated.
She said my bipolar is totally out of control which I figured out it was, and my health is so bad I am even losing my hair...I can't cry anymore it seems, even though i want to really bad. I just didn't realize how physically sick you could get from being mentally sick, ouch I found out.
Now it is all I can do to just go to work and come home and go to bed. That seems to be all I can manage for right now. Doctor asked if I was suicidal?? Thank goodness at that moment I wasn't, is all I can say. I have to get into the dr soon or I am in serious trouble.
Thanks for letting me share....
