I'm new here. I didn't know this site existed. I'm glad though. I need some help, but at the same time, I have been resigned to my personal prison. I have been living in here for like two months now. Been kind of going back and forth through reality. I have been trying very hard to keep and close lock on reality, but I have not been doing a good job. I don't do a good job at anything. I can't even make it through the steps. That is what led me here. I have been trying to work these steps since M...
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Today for the first time in months I pulled out a sharp object and watched the blood roll down my pale skin. I am so ashamed but at the same time relieved. It wasnt bad, it never is ... just enough for a few drops of blood.
God, I ruin everything .... please give the strength to move on....
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