It's been one of those weeks. Falling down. Getting back up. Falling down again. But something is different. Very different. My taste for porn is changing...yeah. They type and this morning I'm thinking "What is it about that you are attracted to?"Then an answer came. I was molested at the age of 7 by a female perp. Not your typical situation but nonetheless, it's made a huge impact on my identity as a man. But there is a lot of locked away information that I can't get to. A huge black hole that...
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A week ago, last Monday evening... Step Daughter, and Husband were decidely angry with me. Seems that i needed an Attitude Adjustment... Whatever... Could not say anything... everything i said was wrong, or i had a bad attitude... Something happened that caused the MONSTER to come out and he came at me in the Kitchen. The MONSTER was Yelling and Screaming as was the other voices... Somehow i was scared and little. I must have done something... not really...
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