Hi friends , it seems that I have a penchant for discussing that which is very dividing feelings on both sides. However I do not write on these to cause discourse but quite the opposite. I believe it to be very healthy to debate these issues, for our own growth , I believe that in the end we can peacefully agree to disagree and still be friends , as well I believe these discourses strengthen my mind, intellect and spirituality as I learn to listen with an open mind differing opinion, and pos... Read More

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Hi All , I'm new here just checking out some recovery sites. Been on medical leave lately and doing some new stuff. Never actually checked out online recovery sites before, was always too busy going to meetings doing the steps sponsoring people- Being part of recovery comitees etc.. I just finished listening to one of my favourite speaker tapes Mickey Bush and it was great especially after seeing all the CRAP on the net about recovery rates and people slamming A.A. N.A. Basically all the "12... Read More

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As I write down m my inventory on sex, I look after the people that I lusted after.  I remember that sexual desires did not interfere with relationships and that is only because I have autism.  My social skills were limited and so I was never able to emotionally manipulate to have sex, 

I wanted to have sex with the woman but I also craved woman loving other woman.  It is lust that drove my heart but the desire to take action on that lust rarely reside in my soul.&n... Read More

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I need all the help I can get. I'm recoverying from a week ago of setbacks in my recovery journey. But I did make a new discovery about myself that I hadn't looked at before, so that is a sign of improvement.

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Cara's recent blogs and some recent personal experiences have begun to push me towards some unusual conclusions. They are unusual for me, at least, and that is why I am wondering if they are truly valid, since obviously some of my thinking needs to be changed - that's part of the recovery process.

So I have been thinking about and trying to begin for a while now to work through steps 8 and 9 - the steps of making amends. My understanding of how this would usually work is that I would g... Read More

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