Do you get all weird at night? I still do. I'm single now and in my own place, and I thought it would be difficult - but it isn't. And at night...

I don't always like who I am, but I am comforable with my failings (others less so!) because I now know that I am not a bad man. Just a fallable one.

Night time can be weird for me.

But it's good weird.

love and fluffies,

col

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So here I sit....thinkin... 2 years? Seriously? I feel I have lived a lifetime. I have felt sorrow and pain, happiness and joy. It was a long time ago I remember a different me, one that would hide behind a smile...feeling nothing. I take risks now (LOL) the healthy ones. I stay grounded more and more. I think before I speak.

I can only say the blessings and miracles have come. I am going to graduate this year...with honors. The sobreity has not just given me  a new way of life, b... Read More

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23rd Psalm for Recovering Alcoholics

The Lord is my sponsor, I shall not want.
He makes me to go to many meetings. 
He leads me to sit back, relax, and listen with an open mind,
He restores my soul, my sanity, and my health.
He leads me in the path of sobriety, serenity,
and fellowship for my own sake.
He teaches me to think, to take it easy,... Read More

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Thought for the Day

You are reading from the book Each Day a New Beginning

Happiness is a byproduct of an effort to make someone else happy.
--Gretta Brooker Palmer

We have striven for happiness, generally in self-centered ways. We expected others to favor us with their attention, for example. Or we waited for invitations or gifts. We have probably tried to buy happiness with the purchase of a new dress or shoes. Fleeting moments... Read More

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Life is an opportunity, benefit from it.
Life is beauty, admire it.
Life is bliss, taste it.
Life is a dream, realize it.
Life is a challenge, meet it.
Life is a duty, complete it.
Life is a game, play it.
Life is a promise, fulfill it.
Life is sorrow, overcome it.
Life... Read More

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