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Title: Maybe I AM crazy....
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Blog Entry: I have struggled quitting drinking for several years now.  I have had bouts of sobriety but don't seem to maintain it.  I can look at myself, clearly, and see why I can't.  And then there I am not knowing what to do about it. They tell me that I lack coping skills.  This is a truth.  I am not sure how to successfully cope with sexual abuse in a marriage.  I can't do it and so I end up drinking.   I have fooled myself into thinking that I am stronger than I am.  In actuality I am nothing. I truly need that which is outside myself to save myself.   This is truth.