Music, dancing, driving in my car, visiting new places, open-minded people. Animals, nature, working out, talking with girlfriends, cooking, shopping, anything new.

I am a 21 year old trying the 12 step program out for the first time. I am skeptical but I have a positive attitude towards recovery. I suffer from a meth addiction I have had since 16. I dab in anything available when I am feeling down and such. Alcohol, permiscuous sex, spending spree's, gambling, etc. I guess just whatever's available. I also have a problem with my eating disorders. I am a classic over-eater. And have gotten so bad with it that I now go on binge and purge sessions. I want to be free. I want to stop hurting so bad.