libido airbag, deadwater drowning, cephalic carnage, skinless, dying fetus, bleeding through, it dies today, the red chord, shai hulud, fiona apple, aimee mann, death cab for cutie, Notorious B.I.G., 2pac, remy ma, jedi mind tricks, necro, immortal technique, lots of different bands/artists- too many to name all

wuthering heights by emily bronte, cats cradle by kurt vonnegut, the misfortunes of virtue (aka justine) by marquis de sade, the second sex by simone debeauvoir, all poetry written by federico garcia lorca

full metal jacket, gone with the wind, the godfather, scarface, casino, los olvidados, un chien andalou, l'age d'or, happiness, palindromes, welcome to the dollhouse, american history x, and much more

going to NA meetings, writing poetry, reading poetry, tattoos, newport 100's, traveling, walking, watching movies, spending time with my sexy and wonderful boyfriend

I am a recovering Heroin addict. I have yet to find a solid sponsor. Both of the women who have agreed to sponsor me have stopped calling me. To be honest, I prefer talking to other recovering addicts than talking to a sponsor. But I know I need to get over this and swallow my pride, pick up the phone, and call one of the women who said they would sponsor me. For now I am still writing my 2nd step. And, being raised all my life by 2 parents who are both strict atheists, I have a natural inclination not to believe that there is a Power greater than myself. But I hope, in time, I will be able to get a firm grasp on this step. I want so much to believe in a God of some sort. It is just hard for me to believe that someone or something may have a greater hand in where my life is going than myself.

my boyfriend (actually I don't like him, I love him), my friends who are in NA, writing, reading, poetry, going to poetry slams, listening to music, taking walks, nice weather, sunsets, swimming (even though I havent swam in about 4 or 5 years or so), bike riding (haven't rode a bike in forever though..), swinging really high on a swingset, watching crime investigation shows on TV, flowers, and lots more

stupid people, people who live in a bubble, guys who only go to NA because "the girls are hot", people who try and tempt me to act out on impulses, myself when I act on impulses lol, bad teachers/professors, work, people who ignore you when you say hi (I REALLY dislike that)