anything and everything!

28 days, once upon a time in mexico, jay and silent bob, dogma, blow, jimmy neutron haha

too many to list

Well, It's been a whole year of sobriety so I have decided to updat and post a little rant... Here goes, there are days where I thank god that I made it this far and then there are days where I ask myself why I even bother. I won't lie and say I don't miss it because I do, everyday. That's why I feel that it's best to just live one day at a time and do the best I can for myself. I have come to realize I'm not perfect, hell, I'm not even close! But I'm trying and I'm doing the best I can so I have atleast one thing to be proud of. I can't belive I've made it to step 7, it seemed so far away and unatainable and now it doesn't seem like it was all that bad. Maybe I'm "growing up". HAHA. I am approaching the end of my junior year and all the "hellish tortures" of high school are starting to seem a lot better than I remember, there are actually people in my life now that I will miss, maybe that's the difference. My family is still as nutter-butterz as always but they are who they are and I love them dearly. I'm still into dancing and singing but I have grown deeply in my love for photography and modeling... And I'm hoping to pursue them both. As for all the other frivolous and trivial things that my cramped little fingers are to sore to expand on, they are all going generally well.... The End (quite the rant, I didn't know I had so much to say.)
But anyways, If there is anyone out there who is going through a similar situation (step 7,resentment, boredom, etc...) or wants to talk, message me, I'm always around.

Dancing, singing, writting poetry and short fiction, talking to my friends, photography, painting

judgemental self-rightious people, liars, lying, the person i am when I'm drunk/ on drugs, the people I surround myself w/ when I'm under the influence