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Hi everyone,
my name's Sarah. I was diagnosed with depression when I was 16 - but I've always felt like I was different. I almost feel guilty for my existance. I guess that's what draws me to my partners - I try to help them, often mistaking it as my reason for living.
My psychologist and I have tried everything, but this addiction to being in relationship with such jerks is so strong. And it's a pattern - as soon as I get over one, I find myself in another - even when I had a year off from dating!!
And I don't get it! I don't know if it's an addiction to the pain I get out of it or if I am genuinely interested in helping them... I really don't know why I keep going down this destructive path - but I do want it to stop.
The only thing I'm certain of is, when I look at my photos of myself, I can see a girl - with the same eyes in every photo - that has no idea who she is or what her purpose in life is...

Losers ... apparently! I'm kidding!!

I love spending time with my puppy: he always makes me happy.

I love self help books - I just can't get enough!

I like my friends, I'm pretty selective, but I'm happy with who I have in my life. I'd rather have a few close friends than be "popular", but I think I'm pretty much always friendly and polite.

My choice in men. The fact that I feel I can't trust myself. My weight...

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