Basic Text of NA
It Works How and Why of NA
Starting Your Day Right by Joyce Meyer
Ending Your Day Right by Joyce Meyer
Battlefield of the Mind (Devotional)by Joyce Meyer
The Purpose Driven Life by Rick Warren
When I first started on this site I was just learning about recovery. (Sept 20, 2008) I was doing everything I thought I was suppose to. Then I had a falling out with my sponsor, didn't really try to find another one. Didn't work the Steps, didn't read the liturature, didn't talk to other addicts. Then I started missing meetings. First only once a week, then twice. Then I was only going to one meeting a week. Quit going to functions. When I had almost 10 months I relapsed. I wasn't doing what I was suppose to. I went back to rehab. After two weeks there I got into a confrontation with another person. I was in the wrong so I was asked to leave. At that moment all I could see was blackness surrounding me. I felt that if I left that safe place I was going to die. No I knew I was going to die. I was crying and yelling and running around like a crazy person. But when I went to my room to pack my stuff I sat down on my bed in defeat. As I sat there I felt the most serene calm come over me and I felt for the first time in my life that God had spoken to me and told me that He would be with me always. Now I am just waiting to go back to rehab to finish and then I will be going to a 3 quarter house so that I can learn to take care of myself and become a responsible, productive member of society. I know that I will survive from now on.
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Life, Love and my family and my cats. I really enjoy carving things and making fantasy crafts.