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I keep changing my profile around lately, I don't know why I feel the need for change. So about me in my opinion - I pride myself on honesty, ever since I got sober which was on January 9, 2007 and actually before that during that horrible time of trial and error I became this person who could not tell a lie. Which was quite strange considering. I think I'm pretty funny and outgoing when I'm not down. I'm down a lot. I know I don't have that much clean time and I'm still adjusting. It wasn't my first time either, it was my 2nd. I relapsed in oh Feb of like wow 05 so yeah it was a pretty big horrible run. Even having been thru it before I guess I expected everything to snap back to the way it was and Uh no that hasn't happened - yet anyway huh. So normally I'm a fun girl to be around I could talk forever (which some people DO NOT like). You'll laugh but forever I've been an "early to bed early to rise" type of person I'm asleep by 9:30 the latest and up by 6. I luv it. So I'm just trying to get myself together, if you really want to know about my you'll get some 411 from my blogs. I'm always down for meeting people and of course talking!

The moods I'm going thru lately,I really don't like much *lol*. I'm up and down a lot which can be expected and I'm going thru hell with custody issues with my oldest. But I love my 2 kids, my man who stuck by me (from a distance when he had no choice) but was always there when I needed him, and I can say he's the one person who showed me what REAL love is - loving someone no matter what. He didn't enable and let me go when he had no choice but when I was ready he was there and we have never been happier.
As far as other stuff I like to read (yes I do)
I like to knit, when I can & my son isn't chewing on the yarn
I like to go online but I'm not to crazy with it maybe an hour or 2 a day, some days not at all
I LOVE to sleep - not a good thing though cuz I swear I could sleep all day and then all night but it doesn't make me feel good it makes me feel lazy
I like playing with my son and hearing him laugh
Most of all I really honestly do like being clean & sober

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