Check out a few of the forums( on our main page) you can go by the 'steps' (if you click on the blue bar up top-) it will give you choices ! Still praying -Nia
I remember hatching from that scary, haze!-I ducked back in my cave all the time, in spite of any resolve...it is 'one day at a time' and sometimes one hour, or one minute -visit:www.12thstep.org see if you can read some of our ('Big Book')- Alcoholics Anonymous. Blessings, Nia
Hang in there, you've taken a good step forward in admitting to yourself that you have a problem and seeking help. http://tracyfellowship.org/ this website is an AA in the area you listed on your page. Get a book and begin my dear. Everyday is a fresh start so don't beat yourself up. This site was a saving grace to me, I was trying to quit alone with out the meetings and doing the steps by myself. It was a long nite and I went to 12step.org then found this site. It helps to find a community of people whom have been there and understand. There is no judgement here, just help, grace and guidance. You are loved, Lisa