I enjoy doing service work. I chair tuesday night meeting, I am the secretary of our home group, I am our phoneline coordinator. I have a sponsor and continuosly work the steps, I have a sponsee and attend a literature study monday nights.

Well I have the same problem most everybody else does. I'm an addict one day things got too bad and the drugs did not do for me what I needed them to do. God sent me a helper who picked me up and took me to a meeting. What a relief to find out I was not alone and there was something I could do. I would like to say I never used again, but my first 90 days I denied all drugs were drugs until the guilt got to me and I came clean and have been clean ever since. I'm in a smaller town our fellowship is not the strongest and we lack women. I found I had to go to both fellowships to get what I need to stay clean. I wish I could get on here more because I really need to connect more with people like me. I also have been diagnosed bi-polar since I was 13 I am 28 now and still want to deny it, but that is getting harder and harder to do. I have to put up with a lot of people telling me I'm fine DON'T TAKE THE MEDS! Gets pretty confusing.

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