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GOT SOBRIETY??
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Female 27 years old Wahiawa, Hawaii Profile Views: 302
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11/21/2007 18:37:48 |
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Me and my son love blues clues!
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SERENITY PRAYER
Na ke Akua e ha'awi mai i ka maluhia
God grant me the serenity
e 'ae mai i na mea i hiki 'ole ai ia'u ke ho'ololi
to accept the things I cannot change
ka ikaikai e ho'ololi i na mea e hiki ai
the courage to change the things I can
a me ka na'auao e maopopo i ka 'oko'a
and the wisdom to know the difference
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I first smoked weed when I was 19...then I turned into a total pot head. Smoking every single day until I was blind. If I had to work, after work I'd pick up some then me and my boyfriend went home and smoked until we were stupid. Then I met some new people and became apart of their little group of potheads. Since they were going to rave parties also...I tried E 4 times and did some lines of coke. So now I was a total pothead that experimented. The E and coke I could stop anytime...but I was sure I'd be a pothead for life. But when my boyfriend found out that I did coke...he wanted me to try ice. Then 5 months later we split because I figured out he was cheating on me. Then 2 years down the lane he seen me all thin and living under the bridge in a tent. He cried and told me that he felt bad because if he didn't get me to smoke ice to stop coke none of this would've happened. But I told him the truth...I could've refused. So...2 more years down the lane of bull sh!t. I've been homeless, beat, turned tricks for money/dope, had my first born live only 20 minutes and die. Then FINALLY with a new baby boy in my hands and CPS threatening to take him away unless I do treatment, I realized that I had to change my life. And now almost 5 months later even though I have HUGE urges to smoke, I know that I need to stick with the whole "resposible" role so I can take care of myself and my son in the house we live in.
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