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To Thine Own Self Be True

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No Answer
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None
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PERSONALITY TYPE:
Helper
ORIENTATION:
Straight
JOB:
No Answer
RELIGION:
Other
ADDICTION:
Multiple Addictions
SEEKING:
Accountability
MEMBER SINCE: 08/12/2007
LAST LOGIN: 11/11/2010 11:50:15
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09/19/2010 14:21:59
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Sisters in Recovery, Family, Friends & Recovery, Finding Comfort, Restoration of Self, Just Like Meetings









Still searching for my own identity...







Our greatest fear is not that we are inadequate,
but that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness, that frightens us.
We ask ourselves, Who am I to be brilliant,
gorgeous, handsome, talented and fabulous?
Actually, who are you not to be?
You are a child of God.
Your playing small does not serve the world.
There is nothing enlightened about shrinking
so that other people won't feel insecure around you.
We were born to make manifest the glory of God within us.
It is not just in some; it is in everyone.
And, as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give
other people permission to do the same.
As we are liberated from our fear,
our presence automatically liberates others.
Marianne Williamson, "Return to Love"






I think having to tear down the wall is something we can all relate to during our recovery...


Pink Floyd - The Trial







Phoenix

Carmen Colombo - ? ??1996

Out of my ashes
will rise a new phoenix.

A soaring being
returning from death
proving once again
that life is eternal.

I live forever
because the spirit
never dies.

I will return
in another body
in another time,
but it is me.

The me who is me now
will always be.

As long as I live,
I learn.
And I live
F o r e v e r



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From: rterrymcintyre
01/10/2011 13:37:43


Your Higher Power, is just that, yours, not mine or his, or hers, it is yours.

There was a guy at rehab with who used the Pacific Ocean as his HP because

it was a power greater then he was, someone else used the British heavy

metal band Judas Priest as his, you can use whatever works for you. It could be your
home group, the sun , etc. Only you can know what you see as a power greater
than yourself that will help you and restore some sanity to your life.


From: rterrymcintyre
01/09/2011 19:19:30
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A Higher Power Speak to me without words.
Hold me without arms.
Charm me without charms And I feel love Understand me without pity.
Smile at me with eyes.
See the sea from the city.
You never tell me lies.
Walk with me when I'm alone And listen to my cries.
Now I know that you know All negativity dies It's a choice.
I hear your voice.
Yeah, sometimes I don't.
You won't let me forget, And I know you know I won't.
I want to touch so many.
Where am I supposed to be? Where ever I am,
where ever I go, I know you're with me.



From: rterrymcintyre
12/10/2010 18:43:50

I CHOSE HEAVEN


A.A. WON'T keep you from going to hell.


Nor is it a ticket to heaven.


BUT IT WILL Keep you sober long enough


For you to make up your mind Which way you want to go!



From: Jason120406
11/10/2010 22:29:07

Wonderful page you have here! I am new to this site and looking for friends. Have a great night!



From: rterrymcintyre
11/03/2010 13:30:22
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We have often looked to other people, places and things
for our answers and for our happiness...
We thought others could free us from pain, fear or guilt...
This has never brought any happiness
and in the long run we have not changed....

It is time to begin to trust that small voice within,
coming from the person we really are...
It is time to look within and begin to uncover
all that has been blocking us from our truth, from our Higher Power...
It is time to discover ourselves....


From: rterrymcintyre
10/31/2010 18:11:22




A lady recently joined AA and was asked by a coworker
"What it was like to be a Sober Alcoholic?"



She replied, "It's like being a pumpkin.
HP picks you from the patch, washes all of the dirt off
that you may have gotten from the other pumpkins.



Then He cuts the top off and scoops out all the yucky stuff.
He removes the seeds of doubt, hate, greed, etc.



Then He carves you a new smiling face and
puts His light inside of you to shine for all the world to see."





Joy isn't the absence of pain -- it's the presence of God.

Hope everyone had a fun Halloween..Terry




From: rterrymcintyre
10/09/2010 12:31:27


"When you clean your house... clean it as if God were going to be your special guest. Because He is. When you prepare a meal... prepare it as if God were going to be sitting at your table. Because He is. When you work... work as if God will be your customer. Because He is. And when you speak with another... speak as if you were speaking with God. Because you are."



From: flowerchildofjc
09/30/2010 22:22:50




From: Godluvsall
09/28/2010 21:16:38

Nice to see that you are still around:)


Tina



From: flowerchildofjc
09/28/2010 12:23:36

Their is a few good men out there who WILL treat you like the queen that you are. Sometimes you have to let go of the losers and work on loving your single self for a bit, in order to even be attracted to the good ones. That's how it happened for me anyway. Stay strong sister




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