I am a metal head but i also enjoy all forms of music. What ever strikes the mood right..

Bands i listen to: Nothingface,40 Below Summer, Cold,Otep,Lamb of God, Metallica, hed pe, Manson, Hatebreed.....

Anything that has a good story line and is well put together. I enjoy the humorous movies over all, its gives me the chance to escape.

I live Music, I breath my Daughter.I enjoy taking photos and i try my hand at writing. I enjoy nature and the outdoors.

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Im quite. I think too much, i do best when i stick to myself because of the thinking too much. Im medicated because of my Bio-polar,anexity and depresson is WAYYYY outta wack(I cant self medicate cause i asked for the non addictive drugs).I carry alot of hurt but im learning how to change.ITs been almost two years since being outta rehab and now i feel like im ready to actually stay 100% clean.I use to just want to control it but it doesn't work that way.Its taken alot of steps back to actually put a foot forward and realize this.
My drug of Choice: ANYTHING THAT MAKES ME FEEL BETTER. From the alcohol to the coke to the cutting To cutting all of those out to just the

I like feeling like im worth something, something to someone and that i have a pursose. I LOVE being a MOM, its the best gift...blessing that has came my way.

I dislike the torture i put myself through just to feel good,the stress i putt on my brain and body.