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CRONIC-RELAPSER.... but I believe this time I am going to make it.. I believe I hit ROCK bottom.. I am been to every state except. New York..Rhode Island and Maine..Partied in all..Have had tons of cars all got taken because of using as well as job. apt. family and most of all I lost myself.. Now I am mending those broken bridges slowly but surely...about to turn myself in with the help of God on my side that maybe I won't go to jail or prison..But if I do I deserve it..Basically trying to live for the first time without drugs and alcohol and the hardest ..to live life on lifes terms....before I used to not have to feel,think,worry,be bored,stressed,go to funerals,and all around NOT me.. I hated me that is why I used for soo long.. Didn't like the way I looked,acted,weight..I hated being in my own skin.. But with the help of God, my sponsor and the ladies at the halfway house I am learning to live life on life's terms..be comfortable with who I am.. Work on myself..Be accountable,Responsible and Respectful member of our society..I thank GOD everyday for taking control and letting me go for the ride ...Cuz when it comes to my own devises...I'm SCREWED!!
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