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Im a recovering Addict that needed help but did not know he was sick. I've been in recovery for about two years my clean date is august 24 2006, through the program i have been able to stay clean for a variuos lengh of time, and return to school and get my high school diploma. I'm now a student at inter coast college tring to get my CADACC certificate. I never in my life thought i could make it this far but in my clean time i think to my self i need to find a larger support group to better help my self stay clean. I hope through this site i could get the help i need and help others too. i have had trouble with my sleeping patterns lately. I am also a diabetic so have trouble keeping my sugar levels normal. I was doing so good but now i been missing school not making it to my therapy groups in the morning and my mother does not help me because she has problems of her own. I know its my responsibity to do whats best for me but at times i feel lonley can any body give me some suggestions in my problem.I am scared i mite relapse and kill my self one of these days could some one help me!!!!!.